Oo, great ocean...
why u floated n choked me....
is it my fault?

hhhhhhh.....

dear ocean..
i wonder why holding u like reaching nothing....
feel so close but far..
damn....
i can't breath....

if patient made u drown, what u should do?
if let go made u sorrow, what can u do?
if it hurt so much, what would u do?
what is right? is it near left or just bunch of lie?
honestly fells fire...
is it justify to only accepted lie?

if feels get u pain in return, should u stop doing it?
i don't know...
i can't think..
mine wont let me do it..
the thingking stuff..
strange...

the growned one starting to tied me..
first was my decision...
second was my conscious..
third was my feelings..
fourth was nothing...
there is nothing grown, when all of it was tied down..

its getting holey in here...
sucking all that i have..
all till emptyness remained...

not a great things to said....
but its good to let it out...

hhhhhhh.......

damn good...
made me, relieve in some ways...